life as we know it

I can’t keep screaming these things that will never reach your ears, it’s all just a faint whisper that has taken over the man I used to be. I chose to reserve these thoughts and feelings for myself so I don’t show the side of me that no one should see. I’m just a liar and your angst is over baring and drags me out to sea, I’ll keep fighting these waves and not plead for you to save me, because there is no need. I see the shore line and the false life I chose to help build to keep the tide at bay. But let’s be honest we knew that this foundation of sand would wash away and leave us broken, but we ignore the signs because we believe that we are golden. I hope there is clarity in time but all I do is watch the hands spin in monotony, the same direction never changing never growing. I wonder if I can sort thru these ashes to find the answers, to pick up and change, to try and make these claims truth and not lies. Will I ever see the light can I keep fighting the under tow, will I like the person I see because I can’t stand the man that life has cast out in front of me, I can’t stand this man because, this man is me.

Yours truly

The liar

i may not know these paths i decide to take but i hope that i never travel alone, my life seems to be moving in a forward direction and i constantly pray to whatever is above that life keeps you with me. these differences will fade with time willing. i can only speak from what i know and youre love and guidance is my compass. ill take it with me where ever i go so i can know my heading and never be lost in this world. my map is weathered and beat but im sure given the right light you can see that all these roads created inside of me are here because you are a part of me. 

My girlfriend is the best thing on the face of the planet just saying

I rarely post to tumblr any more so if you would like to keep up with my art and tattoo work please go over to Instagram ( if you have it, if not then download it right now ) and follow me there madc_tattooart thanks guys there is alot of fun stuff there that I have posted so go give it a look

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byebye-symphony asked: i love you boo (:

Awe :) I love u too da bee :) :)

I’ve fallen off the map with updating alot of my current art I will try to get it up soon, if u any wait and want to see go over to Instagram and follow me there madc_tattooart